it's LOVE ~ kim jong kook

i am trying to figure out why i really love Kim Jong Kook
it's probably already more than 1 year knowing him,
getting used to his songs, his voice,
almost everything bout him except his personal life ...

his voice ...
it must be his sweet angelic voice
his singing voice can reach that high pitch .
listening to him, feels like angels singing for me ...
and i'm not exaggerating, it truly is .. 

his music
he is a singer, so much definitely the major part of me loving him is
obviously his music ..
good music, not like my regular korean pop music,
but his songs are good music,
prove: i already listen to his songs for more than a year now,
at home, in the car ... not get bored with them.

his face ...
i can't say he is handsome, because he is not,
but he is very very charming
i always see him smiling
big sweet smile, sincere sweet smile, little smile,
obviously friendly smile all over his video, mv, performance

once i saw his picture on the window of a small boutique store
at somewhere near our headquarter office (in kangnam-gu area)
(it's not a picture but more like real size sticker of him)
here his sweet big smile again, very friendly face, cute expression
--- now i wish i had taken the picture with him at that window ..
after all, knowing how i like him, when we were walking in front of that store,
my special boss offered whether i wanted to take that photo...
how sometimes i was just being silly, then come the regret now (hehehe) ...

his personality
i don't know much about his personality nor his character,
but seeing his sincere smile everywhere,
i think of him as a friendly, nice good manner and happy mood person ...
it seems to me that he is just as he is, nothing to hide
i can be wrong, but i hope i am not ...

in Memory of Park Yong Ha

Beautiful face, beautiful voice ...
such a pity ....
life is too short for him ...
too bad he is not strong enough to see
that beyond his stress of his life now,
there come his bright future


singapore strait times even wrote the headlines with the title:
"Park Yong Ha: Gone in his Prime"

Doesn't Park Yong Ha has beautiful soft voice?
Soooo unfortunate that we won't be able to hear his singing voice in the future ...

i think i may have one of his old album ...



i definitely remember this one ....
my favourite Lotte adv ...
why is my favorite ...
first,  because Lotte was and probably still my dream Korean company,
second, because Lotte Duty Free uses some Korean singers for their advertisement...
and third reason : because  i watched this particular adv quite often on Korea national tv,
when i was visiting seoul last august 2009 ..

~ Park Yong Ha with other Korean singers Rain, Song Seung Hun, Big Bang

 

behind his cheerful & friendly face,
beyond his soft looked,
beyond his nice warm smiles to his camera & in front of his camera,
there is a mystery of his life
i am not sure how he live his life,
but most definitely he is very unhappy bout something ...



if only ..........

Park Yong Ha ~ Rest In Peace

terribly shock ...

can't remember whether i read the news from fb status of friends,

or somewhere else ...

Park Yong Ha, committed suicide,

hang himself with a telephone cord (aaahh, is it true???),

first i thought was he killed by somebody,,,

the whole day yesterday from morning till night until tonight,

some friends posted various videos of Park Yong Ha, 

his dramas act , his singing performance ...

a friend also posted when he sing the "All In" song 

in Jakarta ... if not mistaken, it was in 2005 ...

i do remember that,

it was an interview by indosiar and after the interview he sing that song....

sometimes we can't understand why somebody wants to end his/her own life,

life is very precious and we only live once ...

i understand life sometimes don't go like what we dream or want it to be,

but it's certainly worth fighting for. ...

Park Yong Ha, a popular actor,
yes, he is popular & famous,
and he is now still in the uprising moment of his career,

either as an drama actor or as a singer,

well known in Korea even Japan ...

he has some leading role jobs already signed,  ..

his father is in serious illness, stomach cancer ...

i can't say much ,
doesn't make any much sense to me or even to his friends,

but definitely miss  his performance

hopefully people would still remember you through your past works

i hope God will forgive your sins,

may you rest in peace ...

i watch a video, BYJ, SJS, SSH, and some others going to pay their last respect to you at the funeral, they all look soo sad ...  he is missed  by his friends .... many of his friends were shocked, so do we.

my first known to him was through a very well known, my favourite Korean drama, Winter Sonata, where he starred with Bae Yong Joon and Choi Ji Woo ... he play major parts in this drama.  After WS, he play as a leading role in Loving You with Eugene, her girlfriend, at the time .....

his singing career is as bright as his acting career,
through his singing career, he is very well known also in Japan, 
he did various solo concerts in Japan,
received soo many awards in Korea or Japan ...


the latest drama i've seen is about 2 months ago,
when O Channel tv played his "ON AIR" drama,
drama he played with Kim Ha Neul, where he acts as film director (a leading role) ..
i guess that was my last memory of him ...


still sad about him ...
young talented man gone

Unfortunately, this was his last birthday, august 12th, 2009 ...